You can't make me
I have been called names, nothing bad - just enough to get under my skin and irritate me.
My life is private, as yours is to you.
I disclose as I wish since I do value my private life.
As most of you know, I had stage 3 (level 3) malignant melanoma removed on my right arm in September
( I have clear margins!)
My scar is something I am working on showing.
If you see it, you see it.
In time, I'll be able to show it and talk about it freely. Now? I'm not.
I will not have a reveal, I won't go out of my way to show it, it's a private journey in my life.
I am working on it mentally.... as to this is a process.
Today, I have more skin cancer frozen off my hairline and another mole / dot or suspicious area on my back removed.
I will wait for the results....yet again.
I am not a show off type person.
If you notice please understand I am still processing the event- as to I am now processing this removal off of my back.
It's a journey.
Please refrain from the name calling or intimidating me into showing my procedures.
Some people process this 'as no big deal.'
I'm more of a deep thinker.
I can understand that to some this is very interesting, and it is but....I feel very awkward to be honest.
I love the support with positive words and well wishes but intimidation & name calling - I don't have time for.
If anything it gets me on the fence and......I like to remain as yogic like as I can.
Allow me the processing time please.
You can't make me ….
.....so please do not push me.
Thank you for understanding.