I finally received my answer to a long awaited question.
(see my previous blogs)
I'm not thrilled.
Ok, I'm not happy.
However, it is what it is.
I can't argue with it.
I can't change my results.
I'll have my pity party today, maybe tomorrow and move on, as I try to wrap my head around life.
We don't always get what we want.
I want to throw a fit!!!!
Stomp my feet, scream and complain about the injustice!!!!
I didn't get what I wanted!!!!
The world will continue to keep turning,
the sun will still rise,
the minutes will still keep passing by.
Life will go on.
Are we not all kids at heart?
No matter at what age, we hope.
We want our way.
Time to move forward.
You just don't let yourself sit in pity for too long.
Remember the sun does shine again.
You have to allow it to shine on you.
Feel your disappointment.
Feel the anger & the sorrow that might go with it.
Not only is it lonely there, it's not mentally healthy to remain in that state of mind.
I have known some people to never go there.
They said never.
They refuse to go in that direction with their life. I strive to get there one day.
I'm working on it.
I went there.
Not only did I go there, I packed bags as if I wanted to stay. (a very long time)
My inner child was having a fit. A huge fit.
It is the best pity party that a human could have!
I didn't need others to be there. I was filled to capacity with just me and my thoughts.
Ever have your GPS tell you it's recalculating?
Time to recalculate life.
Find my inner Self, my inner peace and move forward.